It’s finally over. Two weeks of hard, solo work with 60 plus students has come to a close. Lots happened, both good and bad.
The idea was planted
in me by a counterpart of mine that offhandedly said that there should
be some kind of prep work for the students coming into the first year at
the institute. Before this, the students had never received any kind
of English education. If they knew anything, it probably came from
watching movies with subtitles or the occasional thing that an older
brother or sister taught them.
Originally I had
hoped this could be a two-person job with me and a counterpart, but what
with the professors taking full advantage of the break, it quickly fell
to just me.
I remember how it
felt when I first showed up to the class room. I thought at most I’d
have 15 students. I had 32 the first day and it kept growing until I
cut it off at 63.
I learned in the
first two days that I lacked in classroom management. Part of it is
there being one of me and over 50 of them. Their ages ranged from 11 to
15 and they saw right off that I was an inexperienced teacher and
keeping some order in the classroom became exhausting.
But they learned
quite quickly, and we accelerated through topics like, classroom
objects, colors, personal introductions and even the alphabet. Looking
back, I think the class was, despite its flaws, a great success.
Tests proved to be a beast. I
had never written or given one in my life that was more than a swimming
test in a Boy Scout camp. I divided it into written and oral. Giving
oral exams to 60 plus students was mistake number one. I started at 930
and wasn’t finished until 3 hours later even when I was taking them two
at a time.
Grading drew out another
experience that I would not like to relive. On the whole, the majority
passed well and those that failed were kids that really couldn’t care
less about the class as something more than a hang out. However, there
was one girl that tried so hard, came every day, participated in every
activity, but she just couldn’t pass a test to save her life. Even with
a very generous helping of extra credit, she couldn’t make a passing 60
average.
When she started crying and ran
out of the class after I told her I just couldn’t pass her, I never felt
so terrible. I felt like I had failed her more than anything. But
this is the reality of teaching classes of this size. Some are going
work their butts off and still not make it. If I “pity pass” them, I’ve
disrespected the hard work and talent of those that earned the passing
grades. And after that they would be less motivated to keep up those
good work ethics.
So after nine classes, every one
of my students will be going into first year English a little more
prepared, some better than others. But in the end, learning languages
is always a work in progress, and no matter what grade someone gets, it
all comes down to successful communication.
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